It makes me happy to see their joy

But my heart aches for you

To hold you one last time 

To snuggle next to your sweet soft skin

To wake up to your demanding soft screams for Mommy’s milk

I keep walking over to your white bassinet

Smothering myself in your sweet smell

I fear the day I will no longer be able to smell your fresh scent

The love you and I shared is incomparable to anything on earth

My body longs for you

Matching every salty tear with its milky rich drops 

For it knows not that you have gone to Heaven